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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

i really miss him

its weird. its not like i spent everyday with him or called him everyday...but somehow he's always in my thoughts these past couple weeks. its like they say, don't take people for granted, do everything you can when they're still here.

uncle bill

 i know it's not just me but we all miss you so much! i know you're in a much better place watching over us until we meet again. auntie seems stubborn to move but we're taking care of her day by day. i try to call her often so she wont be lonely, and just to be sure she'll be ok. we make her yummy foods and make sure shes eating well. i promise to take care of her the best we can and promise to never let her be lonely. wish you were to see all what we've become today and to tell us your funny stories and jokes. we're still watching over your old car, the big oldsmobile thats at home, it even still smells like you. :) i catch myself sometimes with a big lump in my throat thinking of you but, i know crying wont bring you back, i just sit and think of all the great times we had together. watch over us and wait for us and until then..we'll see you later. rest in peace uncle!! i love you so much!

XOXO

esther

auntie and uncle


Thursday, January 25, 2007

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling



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